Well, we've all been there, and many of us have yet to experience this downfall of destructive, injurious type of pain. It’s the love for that person which makes “Broken Hearts” unbearable to deal with. Day to day normal routines, seem to be a challenge, wondering if you’ll ever break free from that cloudy storm that’s cast its menacing spell over you. Nothing seems to really matter anymore, or count, apart from that one person that’s broke your heart.
Loneliness, emptiness, sorrow, longing to feel their soft embrace once more, pondering on why they’ve bruise your heart and left you aching with no remorse. Questioning yourself, if I had been a better partner, a better lover, then my heart wouldn’t be the heart that disassembled; it would have been the heart of some other.
“How Do I Sleep With A Broken Heart?”
Is a poem I wrote last year December. At this time, I had not felt or incounted the pain of a “Broken Heart”. Until……..dum…dum…dummmm….. this year!! Its was the sheer bombardment of it, not being able to function well, thinking about that person morning day and night. Crying a lot, was something I did a lot. And I mean a lot……….Lol… Sleeping patterns all over the place, waking up 3 to 4 times in the night, because that person was in my thoughts.
It was kind of funny because, the poem I had written prior, reflected everything I was going through, and the irony was gob smacking. Lol… I would have to say being strong, staying positive, keeping busy as well as having good friends around will get you through the trails that lay ahead. But friends can only do so much, as it is you that has to conquer and over come the hurt. Sleeping with the accuse that has broken you heart will never, never make it easier but harder to overcome. Ladies stay level headed and avoid temptation.
So now I’m free from my “Broken Heart” syndrome and can say that signal fellas I’m out on the prowl……Lol… Broken Hearts are hard to get over, but time is a great healer and in time will you heal and realise WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING!! (the poem How do I sleep with A Broken Heart is below)
How Do I sleep With A Broken Heart?How do I sleep with a broken heart? Close my eyes knowing that were worlds apart. How do I not feel the pain that I feel? As images of you still make me feel, connected to you, in every way, it feels like my heart is in disarray. In a frenzy (panic, shambles) of emotions, confused, and abused, as clouds start to form the shadows of darkness fill my room. Trapped in a confined box with only me for comfit, the loneyness is an unbearable entity that I can not bear without you here.
The smell of your cologne still lingers in the air, as it reminds me, of the happy times that we use to share. While the minutes fill like hours, the days fill like years; tell me how can I get through this, and preserver? How can I be strong knowing that you’ve done me wrong? How do I smile, knowing that inside my heart, I want to die?
How do I sleep with a broken heart?
How do I erase you from my past, from my memory and from my heart? How do I stop these tears, trickling from down my face, knowing that you still live inside of me, no other man can take your place. I wish I could stop the hurting, forget that you even exist. Close my eyes and go to sleep, arise a new without the thought of you. But yet my dreams are consumed and dominated by visions of you, as here were in a blissful state of happiness, without a care in the world. When I awake the hurting begins all over again, but I just want to forget all about you, and put this misery to an end.
How do I sleep with a broken heart?
How do I stop the anger from devowing my heart? How do I get myself back into check, rise above this situation, and look ahead? How do I stop hating you, from what you’ve made me become? How do I start the healing process even though, I still love you so? Tell me how do I mend my broken heart? How do I re-piece this shattered glass? How do I re-fill the emptiness, that’s eating away at me, day after day? How can I be without you? I can’t be without you. The thought of living without you, burns a hole in my soul. Emotionally and mentally I’m drained to the core, but still the question remains……….
How do I sleep
with a broken heart?
Close my eyes knowing that were worlds apart. How do I not feel the pain that I feel? As My hearts all numb it has no feeling, cause you’re the one that’s left me weeping. My devotion and passion was something that you once adored, and now all I have is sadness knocking at my door. Good times we had return to haunt me, as I lay awake afraid of dreaming. But still the same question remains………
How do I sleep with a broken heart?
Written By Caroline Gbolade (aka) Miss Soulstress Copyright ©