Monday, December 06, 2010

Like a moth to a flame


Like a moth to a flame, I come back to you again. Into your arms, taken in by your charms. Over riding the consequences, remembering the good times, and forgetting the bad. Hoping and wishing that maybe, just maybe, this time you’ve changed, ignoring my instincts that you’ll probably do this to me again.

Like a moth to a flame, you burn my heart over and over again. How insane must I be, to think that you ever care for me? And yet I try to forget, the crude and harsh full times, which, made me cry into my pillow, time after time.

You see, like a moth to a flame, I try to fight what I know isn’t right, with my indecisive thoughts, and my, contradicting actions. I know, I must take some drastic action.

But like a moth to a flame, I’m bounded to you once again, through no one else fault but my own, as I fear of being alone.

See, you’re like a drug, and I’m the addict, trying to kick this bad habit. I know I can go all the way, but, sometimes I relapse and cry out in pain.

And now I’m starting to see, that maybe, just maybe, we were never ever truly meant to be. However, like a moth to flame, ours souls combine, and reunite again. But this is the last time, that I’ll ever let you, do this to me again.

Like a moth to a flame, apart of me wants to leave, but, a part of me wants to stay. But which ever way I look at it, I know the right decision I have to make.

Like a moth to a flame, they’ll be no burning this time for me again. They’ll be no compromising, no rationalizing that maybe, just maybe, this time you’ve changed. You see, the foolish women that once was, will never stand for this again. I’ve come to my senses, and promise you that this is the end. The end of us, the end of we, the end of me running back to thee.

So like a moth to a flame, I’ve given up on trying to make something work, what it is not suppose be. Because in the end, the only one person being hurt, is the person being burnt.

Like a moth to a flame.

Written by Caroline Gbolade. aka Miss Soulstress (Stay Blessed, Stay Soulstress)

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